a couple of words

2006-04-19T14:59:00.001-04:00

Alright! Here's a quick update.

It's been a somewhat crazy two weeks - obviously I returned from the camping trip - everything went well, I had a great time of discipleship with some of the guys - even had the privilege of explaining TULIP to one of the students - at his request.

Upon returning, the church was in the middle of our "On Mission Celebration" - what a blessing to meet and share with several missionaries and hear what God is doing around the world. We had the chance of sharing a meal with a couple from Southern Africa who had been in their country since 1978 and another meal with a lady from Canada, we also had a brief conversation with a couple from West Africa. All of these missionaries were excited to hear that young pastors and staff members were following the events of the IMB and seemed somewhat refreshed to know they had people willing to defend them if/when necessary.

Thursday - we observed the Passover with the Youth by preparing a traditional meal and explaining each of the elements to them.

Friday - we observed Good Friday with the church in a special service and communion.

Saturday - we observed the Sabbath and rested.

Sunday - we celebrated Easter with a Sunrise service, church wide breakfast, musical, and preaching. We then ate lunch with our pastor's family and finally had a cookout with some friends for supper.

Monday - Christie went to Florida and will be back today.

It's been a good week. We have lots more to share regarding the missionaries we shared with and will be updating later this week.

Soli Deo Gloria

2006-04-13T10:43:00.000-04:00

This week between Rick camping and me watching over the homefront, we had the opportunity to spend some time with two IMB missionary couples. As we discussed their ministries, families and yes, the new policies, we were overwhelmed with the graciousness they continually displayed. Although the missionaries do not agree with many of the recent IMB decisions, they said at this point they could only submit to their leaders and pray for change. As we shared information with them about the D's (of which they were unaware) they expressed concern due to the fact that many of our IMB missionaries are involved in work similar to that in which the D's are possibly being removed for. So, that leaves us all with the question of "who's next?"

2006-04-10T00:42:00.000-04:00

I'm signing off for a few days - Ok, a few more days. I'm leaving in just a few hours for spring break, taking our High School guys on a camping trip to Tallulah Gorge State Park in North Georgia. We will enjoy a hike through the gorge, camping outdoors, and a study of Stu Weber's Four Pillars of a Man's Heart.

See you guys on Thursday.

2006-04-06T15:17:00.000-04:00

Thom Rainer has written an insightful article on evangelism published in this weeks edition of the Florida Baptist Witness. He says, "The facts of a 2004 research project I led are sobering. It takes 86 church members in America one year to reach a person for Christ...if the research is even close to accurate, the reality is that the church is not reproducing herself. In just one or two generations, Christianity could be so marginalized that it will be deemed irrelevant by most observers." Rainer says the church has become "evangelistically anemic" due to doctrinal ineffectiveness, less evangelistic church leaders and Christians who are passionate about minor issues instead of the Gospel. You can read the article in its entirety here.

2006-04-04T09:24:00.000-04:00

In the 19th century the idea of Landmarkism arose within the Southern Baptist Convention and from its inception was met with controversy. Understanding Landmark views on the local church, successionism, baptism and the Lord's Supper, it's no surprise that missions was an area that Landmarkers sought diligently to reform. Several of the fathers of the movement fought against the then, Foreign Mission Board and actually carried out a failed attempt to have it abolished at the Southern Baptist Convention in 1859. This is due in part to the fact that Landmarkism rejected not only alien immersion and communion, but also alien preaching. Since the Baptist church was considered to be the only legitimate local church, then preaching which did not disseminate from that source was not considered valid. That led Landmarkers to reject, not missions itself, but much of the work of the Foreign Mission Board.

Although Landmark thought did see decline, it has unfortunately never died. Over 100 years separates us from the original controversies, yet it seems that not much has changed. Today we are faced with the possible removal of missionaries due to their partnership with a non-Baptist, although baptistic group. An almost successful church plant among an unreached people group, which followed all of the guidelines given to the missionaries, has now been put on hold due to a resurgence of Landmark ideology. Taken to its fullest logical conclusion, Landmarksim would eradicate not only the work of these missionaries, but also our entire system of mission work.

The dangers of these views are obvious and although it might not have previously seemed like a controlling factor, Landmarkism is profoundly affecting the ecclesiology and polity within our Convention. The recent policy changes of the International Mission Board concerning baptism are a bold statement affirming that fact. With our Convention in such an awkward state, more than ever we need to pray for our leaders, defend our missionaries and get involved ourselves if we are concerned for the future of Southern Baptist life. While Landmarkism may have found a foothold, it doesn't have to gain a stranglehold.

(Source used, The Southern Baptist Convention by Jesse C. Fletcher)

2006-04-03T21:03:00.000-04:00

Marty Duren of SBC Outpost has once again broken Baptist news with this story of a missionary couple on the verge of losing their IMB appointment as a result of partnering with a non-Baptist (though Baptistic) group to plant a church in a hostile Muslim region - where no church currently exists. The D's have been serving through the IMB for the past 8 years with the goal of one day planting a church. Now, as they are within reach of their goal, it seems their dreams and life's work may be stripped away - not by the Muslims in whose region they work - but by their (and our) own International Mission Board.

I would encourage each of you to:
1) Follow this story closely through SBC Outpost where I am sure Marty will keep us up to date.

2) Begin praying for God to unify our Convention, protect this missionary family, and accomplish His purpose and will through these tumultuous times.

3) Contact every trustee in your state (and others, - especially John Floyd and Chairman Hatley - as trustees serve the Convention at large and not a geographic region) to share your passion related to this issue and help them to understand that - if taken to a vote - they must vote against terminating this couple's missionary service. (IMB Trustee contact information can be found here)

4) Finally, alert your peers - both clergy and laity to the current issues related to our mission board. Write your state Baptist papers, blog your own thoughts, just be sure the message of the D's finds its way into the hands of faithful Southern Baptists who love and support their missionaries.

2006-04-03T07:13:00.000-04:00

After a two week hiatus, it's good - no it's great - to be back. The previous weeks have afforded me the opportunity to attend the IMB trustee meeting with Rick and then spend a week with my family while he lived the life of a lonely bachelor back at home. Several things - including missing my husband and the constant broadcast of Walker Texas Ranger (my parents favorite) beckoned me northward. So now, life as normal, or at least normal for us, will hopefully resume.

Now that I'm home, I'm embarking on a new journey. This will be the first time since I turned seventeen that I haven't been employed. From part-time summer positions and work-study in college to being a bank teller and most recently an office manager, it seems I've always had a job. However, I don't miss the work-force at all and have already considered hundreds of ways in which I can enjoy my newfound freedom.

I'm going to attempt to catch up with everyone. It may take a while, so be patient. Hopefully, there will be more to come soon.

2006-04-02T15:01:00.000-04:00

(continued)

5. I have learned that I need to study more thoroughly the convention’s history. One needs to spend only ten minutes with Ben Cole before they realize they are quite deficient in the topic of Southern Baptist history. It was amazing to meet someone so adept at understanding the workings of the convention, the people of the convention, and the political atmosphere of the convention. This I realized came from his vast understanding of not only where we are, but also where we have been.

It suddenly dawned on me that this is true in any area – to fully understand the present, we must first have a grasp on the past.

And so, I returned to Hazlehurst, dug out the text book from my Southern Baptist History class and began to read (most of it for the first time). Absolutely amazing what I’m uncovering! Dr. Jesse C. Fletcher wrote this book in part to commemorate the 150th Anniversary of the Convention. It’s stunning to me how pertinent the information remains – in light of all that has been occurring over the past several months.

A brief outline:

Some time, shortly after the colonies began to settle the New World, Baptists began settling their own colonies and formulating their own churches. They were a fairly independent lot – partially due to their skepticism of the state churches they had pulled away from and partly as a result of the persecution these fledgling congregations received at the hands of those same churches. However, “in May of 1814 their missionary conviction led to the formation of a national denominational body which they called the General Missionary Convention of the Baptist Denomination in the United States for Foreign Missions.” A lengthy title, yes, but it is interesting that the first national Baptist denomination formed – not as a means of codifying their doctrine, not as a means of affecting the political scene of the relatively new nation, not even as a way to properly train their pastors and missionaries – but rather, the unified body formed for the sole purpose of taking the Gospel to foreign lands.

Interesting. If Baptists are seen here uniting around the need for foreign missionaries. What could possibly cause the divide that would ultimately produce the formation of the Southern Baptist Convention? Yes, it is International Missions again. Let me quote directly from Fletcher – all emphasis mine:

“Organized as abolitionists, people holding these convictions mounted an unrelenting campaign against the South’s “peculiar institution.” After several unsuccessful tries, their leaders in 1845 persuaded the mission boards of the national Baptist body to refuse to appoint a slaveholder as a missionary. This set the stage for the southern churches, defensive and feeling discredited in organizations they had helped create and nurture, to demand their own denominational structure. The Southern Baptist Convention was the result.”

Fascinating how familiar this sounds. Despite the fact that we all agree with the evils of slavery and the need for the abolition of the “peculiar institution,” the bottom line remains: at the heart of the formation of our convention was one group refusing to appoint missionaries from another group - a move so offensive, it led our founding fathers to sever ties with the then current mission board and form their own denominational entity.

My fear is that one day we will again read a similar passage in our history books. Do not be confused, the current issues facing our convention are not matters of doctrinal purity, biblical inerrancy, or conservative versus liberal thought patterns. The issues are simply one group of conservatives, narrowing the parameters of cooperation and refusing to work with other conservatives – despite areas of doctrinal agreement and unity – who do not wish to be confined by extra-biblical guidelines, policies and parameters. If we allow this to continue, the convention will once again be fractured – if not fragmented – the Gospel will be hindered, and a small group of church’s led by landmark pastors will be left to shoulder the full weight of the convention. I pray we will see a conclusion to these matters before it comes to this. I believe it is time we all take a step back and revisit the history of our great convention in hopes of finding a perspective that advances the gospel, unifies the brethren, and allows Baptists to dissent without the fear of rejection and retaliation from the controlling majority.

2006-03-27T21:13:00.000-05:00

I have finally returned from the Sunshine state and regained internet access. Our ten day hiatus in posting has had to do with a lack of internet access and not a deficiency of topics to post.

The problem now: where to begin?

As you know we have been to the trustee meeting and appointment service of the International Mission Board in Tampa. The events of these meetings have been well documented on several blogs (SBC Outpost, 12 Witnesses, & many others). Rather than rehash these issues, I will leave you with my own observations and lessons learned from an exciting and beneficial week. In future posts, I hope to make comments and observations related to the latest policies passed by the Board of Trustees.

Lessons Learned:

1. I have learned that WE must be active in the convention if we are going to remain Southern Baptists. For many years I have believed (as I know many of you have) that I could continue my ministry in the church and let others worry about the denomination and the politics entailed. After watching the proceedings of the past few months, I can no longer fool myself with such a mindset - it is pertinent that we involve ourselves in the convention. Someone is going to lead the convention, someone is going to control the direction of the convention, someone is going to decide who will be appointed as missionaries, seminary presidents, & denominational spokesmen and leaders. Someone must steer the helm. If we’re not careful, we’ll find ourselves riding a ship to a destination we never intended.

My greatest fear: we’re halfway there!

2. I have learned that there are some amazing men serving as leaders and trustees in our convention and other young leaders passionate about missions and our convention. The highlight of our trip to Tampa was the chance to meet and spend time with some of these people. We had the privilege of eating several meals with Wade Burleson, Rick Thompson, Marty Duren, Ben Cole and others. I had the chance to meet Jason Helmbacher, a pastor from Oklahoma who made the trip to Florida to speak on behalf of some of his church members serving as IMB missionaries and Patrick Barrett, a middle school teacher waiting on his wife, Melanie, to finish her schooling as a dental hygienist before attending seminary in preparation for the international mission field. I had the opportunity to briefly speak personally to Dr. Rankin and watch the grace and humility with which he conducted himself during the plenary session (even amidst a barrage of attacks and obvious undermining carried out by some trustees).

3. I have been reminded of our great missionaries serving around the world. To say the least, it was inspiring to see 40+ people standing on the stage of Exciting Idlewild Baptist Church, telling their story of how God brought them to the place in which they stood - a place of devotion that compelled them to leave all comforts and securities behind simply to further the cause of Christ. There were engineers and homemakers, married couples, single individuals, and families; even one couple, I understand, who had a child disappear on the mission field in a former appointment who were now returning to take the Gospel to a new land. These individuals were heading all over the globe – to Muslim countries & communist countries, friendly countries and hostile lands. Some were able to share their full names, others, for security, were forced to be recognized only by initials.

These men and women stood as an inspiration and a reminder of what life and ministry is really all about. We have every convenience, afford ourselves so many luxuries and consider a sideways glance or muttered criticism persecution. These men and women had counted the cost and found that the Gospel and Jesus Christ are truly worth everything.

4. I have learned that if there is ever going to be an emphasis placed on world missions it must begin in the hearts of the pastor and staff of local churches. Meeting church leaders so passionate about missions stood as an indictment to my ministry. I have in recent months and will now continue with greater passion to make known the plight of missionaries, the history of missions and the need for future missionaries. Without this effort on my part, without my praying to such end, without the Holy Spirit using me to reach the hearts of the people God has placed in my ministry they may never be awakened to the great task before us. It was stated at the meetings that an additional 3,000 missionaries are needed to place a missionary in every unreached people group – what a joy it would be to see someone from my ministry called to fill one of these positions.

(to be continued)

2006-03-17T07:18:00.000-05:00

We have a busy week ahead. We'll be leaving this afternoon with some of our youth for Student Life Tour in Atlanta. Erwin McManus, Charlie Hall and All Things to All People will be leading us in worship. We'll head back to Hazlehurst Saturday evening.

As soon as church is dismissed on Sunday, we plan on traveling to Florida to spend a few days with our family. In between, we'll be attending the IMB Trustee Meeting in Tampa at Idlewild Baptist Church. Several have asked me what I hope to accomplish by attending these meetings. While I know my presence will have little to no affect on any of the proceedings and that the events would go along as planned without me, I do hope for a few things.

1) I hope to leave with a better understanding of the IMB and a greater passion for missions.
2) I have never witnessed an appointment ceremony and look forward to being present for this event.
3) I hope to meet up with a few people and get to know them better - beyond the blogosphere.
4) I pray we will see the board issue an apology to trustee Wade Burleson, for their actions against him at the last meeting and that some level of healing among the SBC can begin.
5) I always enjoy a trip away with my wife, this alone could convince me to go.

We hope to be able to do a little blogging from Tampa, but it will depend on the internet situation at our hotel. My parents do have access, but it's dial-up and I don't know if I can take the pain of waiting for items to download. Stay tuned.

2006-03-15T08:50:00.000-05:00

In May, Rick and I plan to compete together in our very first 5K race. I possess no aspirations of winning or placing, only of finishing and most importantly, getting my t-shirt. You know, first things first. The race consists of 3.1 miles of mainly flat terrain with a few rolling hills, so it shouldn't be too difficult. However, I currently do all of my running inside a gym, and that means I'm going to have to get a little practice outdoors before the run takes place. South Georgia in May is usually steamy, so I'll definitely need to get adjusted to the heat. Not to mention the gnats. Thankfully, I've already got the running while pouring small cups of water over my head thing down to a science.

2006-03-13T09:58:00.000-05:00

As I said on Heath's site, I love new musical arrangements of old, theologically rich hymns. One of my favorites, for years now, has been "Come Thou Fount" written by Robert Robinson sometime in the mid to late 1700s. However, last night as our congregation sang that tune, as we often do, I noticed an obvious alteration to the original lyrics. Where Robinson wrote about raising "Ebenezer," we instead sang "Here by grace your love has brought me." Although the latter is a great message, I see no need for the revision. Why attempt to improve upon the biblical idea of Ebenezer? I do understand the case for relevance, but what a wonderful opportunity Robinson's hymn affords us to explain the background passage in 1 Samuel 7 and God's redemptive work throughout the history of His people. Although it's just my opinion, I prefer the message contained in the original.

2006-03-13T07:09:00.000-05:00

We have been busy the past several days. Last week we realized that a nagging drainage problem in our yard had to be solved quickly. So Rick spent Thursday, Friday and Saturday carefully removing a 12 inch x about 40 foot section of sod, digging a trench, backfilling it with rock and installing a drainage pipe. I assisted through things like moral support, making sweet tea and providing interesting conversation. In the end, it was actually quite sad that we spent several hundred dollars on something that we buried.

In other news, this is the last week I will be employed at my current job. Logically, my quitting is not a great move, but we believe it's where God is leading us. Despite all the good reasons telling me I probably should work, we feel that there are better reasons why I shouldn't. I don't know what the future holds, but for now, I'm going to enjoy staying home, ironing Rick's clothes, cooking exquisite dinners, and basically refining my skills as a domestic goddess. It should be fun.

2006-03-08T10:51:00.000-05:00

Over five thousand missionaries within the Southern Baptist Convention have committed their lives to spreading the Gospel in the United States and Canada. March 5-12 has officially been designated as the Week of Prayer for North American Missions. Each day during the emphasis the North American Mission Board highlights a particular missionary and their work. Today's feature missionaries Randy and Denise Chestnut, use non-traditional methods to reach out to their community in Cleveland, Ohio. With over 177 nations represented in Cleveland, the Chestnut's have the opportunity to spread the Gospel among a culturally diverse people. Through hosting block parties, basketball tournaments and health clinics they are able to share Christ with people who might never walk into the doors of a Cleveland church.

The Chestnut's along with the rest of our NAMB missionaries are supported each year by the Annie Armstrong Easter Offering. The national goal for this year's offering is 56 million dollars, of which 100% will go to support mission work in the United States and Canada - an area where statistics tell us that three out of four people do not know Christ. I encourage you to give and pray. Both actions are a necessity for our missionaries, and a great priviledge for us.

2006-03-08T10:22:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was an important day in the IMB Controversy. Chairman Hatley released several documents related to the policy changes - in which he attempts to defend the board's position. I have read most of the articles and must say that I am even more convinced that the actions of the board do not have a strong biblical foundation. While I have no doubt that many hours went into studying these policies, it seems to me that the logic behind their positions does not completely line up with Scripture. While I would love to take the day to defend my own positions on these matters and post them for all the world to read, I must prepare for the Bible studies I have to teach tonight. Be looking for more on these matters in the very near future. In the mean time, follow Marty's links to the articles and read each for yourself.

2006-03-08T07:44:00.000-05:00

After resisting for quite some time, I have finally given into the intense pressure and created a MySpace account. Now, what's next?

2006-03-03T07:04:00.000-05:00

For lack of a better word, I think I experienced a full fledged "Charlie Moment" the other day.

Here's how it went.

Guy next to me on the treadmill: (speaking of his much younger, muscular friend) My buddy decided not to work-out with me today.
Me: Oh.
Guy: He's being lazy.
Me: Oh, really.
Guy: Yeah. And I don't look quite as good with my shirt off as he does. So I'm keeping it on.
Me: Okay.
Guy: He always wore one until he started getting ripped. Then he had to show off.
Me: If I had worked that hard I would work-out without a shirt on, too.

I turned red, the guy looked away, and I decided to not even try and dig myself out of that one. Hopefully, he understood what I meant, and not what I said.

Oh, God, guard my lips.

2006-03-02T11:17:00.000-05:00

Another new link, Veritatis Amatori. This site is written by a friend from college and in his own words includes "blatantly reformed ramblings posted with undetermined frequency." You should definitely check it out, looks like he's gonna have some great stuff.

2006-03-02T07:34:00.000-05:00

I've noted before that I don't really like to take medicine. And I especially don't like to take medicine prescribed to other people. That is a major no-no as far as I'm concerned. However, yesterday I ended up breaking the pharmaceutical cardinal rule and received a good reminder of why I won't ever do it again.

The story begins with my dentist appointment. Well, actually with my heart murmur. I have one, so I'm required to take antibiotics a few hours before any dental procedure, due to an escalated risk of bacteria from my mouth entering the bloodstream and causing endocarditis and possibly death - a long, violent and painful one I'm told. The problem is that I forgot about getting a prescription filled and ended up taking some antibiotics that Rick had. However, about 15 minutes after ingesting the 2000 milligrams, I was walking into the gym and it hit me that I was allergic to the medicine I just swallowed. I tried not to panic, assumed I would be fine, attempted not to go hypochondriac on everyone, and decided to just monitor myself for any signs of a reaction. And what are the signs you ask? Redness of the skin and difficulty breathing. Well, after running the third mile on the treadmill, there's a high probability that I would suffer from both of those problems. The gym might not have been the greatest place to keep a check on myself.

However, despite the enormous odds stacked against me, I burned about 500 calories, got my teeth cleaned, hopefully averted a deadly heart infection and my windpipe has yet to swell shut. Miracles never cease.

2006-02-28T14:01:00.000-05:00

Ethics Daily has an article covering current SBC issues, and we actually received a link. The piece takes a look at Johnny Hunt, Mark Dever, Tom Ascol, Wade Burleson and of course, Greensboro.

2006-02-28T13:40:00.000-05:00

We've added two new links.

12 Witnesses - A great site written by Art Rogers, a minster in Kentucky. He deals candidly with issues concerning Southern Baptist life, and other pertinent topics.

Little Sugar Mama - Tori, otherwise known as Charlie's counterpart and Micah's mama, is keeping us up to date on what God is doing in her life, specifially with her son. Now, everyone in their family has their own blog. It's about time.

2006-02-28T08:29:00.000-05:00

I've been doing some research this week on lapsarianism, a topic that would convince many of my need to be committed. Here is what I've discovered so far.

Lapsarianism (lapse=fall) is a term used to describe the order of God's decrees concerning election. It asks what order God decided to create humanity, allow the Fall, to elect some to salvation, and to provide salvation for humanity. Though it's asserted that the decrees were simultaneously known by the omniscience of God and simultaneously decreed by God, lapsarianism attempts to provide, not the chronological, but the logical order of the elective decrees.

Within lapsarian thought, there are three positions which basically seek to answer whether the decree to save some comes before or after the decree to permit the Fall.

Infralapsarianism
1. The decree to create human beings.
2. The decree to permit the Fall.
3. The decree to save some and condemn others.
4. The decree to provide salvation only to the elect.
Infralapsarianism focuses on God allowing the Fall and providing salvation.

Sublapsarianism
1. The decree to create human beings.
2. The decree to permit the Fall.
3. The decree to provide salvation sufficient to all.
4. The decree to choose some to receive this salvation.
The only difference between infralapsarianism and sublapsarianism is whether God decreed to provide salvation through Jesus Christ and then decreed to choose some to be saved, or vice-versa.

Supralapsarianism
1. The decree to save some and condemn others.
2. The decree to create both the elect and the reprobate.
3. The decree to permit the Fall of both classes.
4. The decree to provide salvation for only the elect.
Supralapsarianism focuses on God ordaining the Fall, choosing some to be elected and condemned, and then providing salvation for only those whom He had elected.

Although it is kind of interesting to consider, lapsarianism in general is nothing more than speculation. For the most part, an intellectual pursuit such as this is nothing more than finite man attempting to use human reasoning and logic to define for certain what God's decision were, when really, we can never know. Whatever the case, I'm glad that in eternity my understanding of this idea won't be pivotal, because I think I'm more confused now than when I began.

2006-02-27T09:53:00.000-05:00

Christianity Today presents a very open and honest article about a woman's journey through pain, abuse, lesbianism, and eventually healing. The piece offers insight into the ever-growing issue that unfortunately, many aren't willing to tackle.

2006-02-24T14:05:00.000-05:00

As we continue to ponder the SBC in general and the IMB specifically, there are some interesting items that may be coming up in the near future. I encourage you all to be watching and praying for unity and a broader spectrum of involvement in SBC life.

Accordingly, Art Rogers has an excellent post in which he states his own speculation on one possible move to be taken at the March IMB Trustee meetings in Tampa. If he is correct, all trustees could potentially be censored and thus unable to share any view of opposition with the convention. Art's post is a must read.

2006-02-24T12:07:00.001-05:00

Around the first of the year I made a decision, not a resolution, to be healthy. There's a difference, at least for me. All former attempts at that goal had been hindered by several things, mainly me. For years, every time I tried to eat healthier, I always felt deprived. However, I finally realized that the only way I was actually being deprived was by feeling poorly and not being able to wear my clothing, due to my horrible diet and exercise habits. Almost two months have now passed, and I am approaching the best shape of my life. Instead of punishing my body with starvation that inevitably leads to binging, I've chosen to center my diet around good, lean, healthy foods - while still remaining flexible enough to eat popcorn at the movies or cake at a birthday party. I've realized that for a diet to be permanent it has to be realistic - not something I have to suffer through for a week or two, then quit and end up weighing more than I did in the first place due to muscle loss. With each action, I've counted the cost. Is eating this particular food worth the outcome? Is skipping the gym to go home and nap worth the results? I've found that every so often, the answer to those questions are yes, but overwhelmingly, the answers have been an emphatic no. I've been amazed. I've discovered that I actually like to run. Sometimes several miles at a time. I've found that I would rather drink water than soda. And that losing 10 pounds of fat and gaining several pounds of muscle makes me look almost like I did in high school. What a difference eight weeks and a drastically altered mindset can make. Resolution, decision, whatever it was and continues to be - it's been good. No, great.

2006-02-23T08:25:00.000-05:00

Rick and I have casually been looking for a new vehicle. And I stress the term casually. We might buy next month, or it might not be until December. We're just keeping our eyes open for the right thing - hopefully, a four-door sedan with at least a minimal amount of style, i.e. not a Ford Taurus (apologies to all who may drive one). Last weekend I made a huge mistake in test driving this car. It set a standard that I am afraid no other car within our means will ever match. It was actually a great deal - a 2005 with only 15,000 miles - but I think we're going to leave our options open for a little longer. We'll see what happens. I guess we could always buy Michael's Jetta.

2006-02-21T17:24:00.000-05:00

“When Christianity becomes just another religion, it focuses on what God requires. Just to keep people in line, we build our own Christian civilization and then demand that everyone who believes in Jesus become a good citizen.
It’s hard to imagine Jesus would endure the agony of the Cross just to keep us in line. Jesus began a revolution to secure our freedom. The new covenant that He established put its trust not in the law, but in the transforming power of God’s Spirit living within us.”

- Erwin McManus, The Barbarian Way

What a great reminder that Christianity is not about us, but rather about the Spirit of God living in and through us. It breaks my heart to watch as so many in Christendom erect their own walls of “good theology” and then demand everyone live within those walls. I am not one to throw theology by the wayside; I am not one to gloss over doctrinal essentials and distinctives; I am not one to sacrifice theology in the name of tolerance and relationship. In fact, I love a good theological discussion, even a great debate from time to time & devour a good theology book. (My love for theology goes so far – or perhaps my mind so warped – that after receiving and I-pod for Christmas I quickly filled the gigabytes with sermons of my favorite pastors as opposed to my CD collection.) Yet I am also one who believes strongly that conservative evangelicals must provide room for varying interpretations of certain doctrines and beliefs. We must learn to disagree in an agreeable manner without excluding those who differ.

As we approach the 2006 Southern Baptist Convention and continue to work through the controversies surrounding the International Mission Board, I pray we would unite under our similarities (conservative evangelicalism) and put an end to the narrowing of the parameters of cooperation in the Convention. We must unite under the banner of Christ, the inerrancy of Scripture, and the Baptist Faith & Message 2000 (our doctrinal guideline for cooperation). We must help the trustees of our convention’s organizations realize that they exist not to dictate policy & doctrine, but rather to enforce the doctrinal foundations set by the entire convention. We must also work to provide and support a framework for the exercise of principled dissent – our trustees must never feel their position threatened simply for speaking out against the majority or for bringing matters of significant concern to the attention of the convention.

If we continue current trends, the outcome is bound to be a convention full of people who look alike, act alike and think alike, but that is also much smaller, weaker, and less influential in the area of kingdom work. We must come to terms with the fact that unity and uniformity are not the same – as such, we must hold steadfast and refuse to let denominational leaders “build their own Christian civilization and then demand that everyone who calls themselves Southern Baptist become a good citizen.”

I know many are working hard to make this year’s Convention the most meaningful and pertinent of the past 30 years. I pray their efforts would be met with little resistance and the outcome would be a much stronger, more stable and effectively unified Southern Baptist Convention.

Soli Deo Gloria

2006-02-21T08:22:00.002-05:00

It seems that 2006 is going to be one of the most pivotal Conventions that Southern Baptist's have seen in years. Reasons such as newly enacted IMB policies, issues surrounding IMB trustee Wade Burleson, and a widely discussed presidential election, are proving to spark interest and concern among quite a spectrum of believers. We are seeing an emerging group of young leaders who are becoming interested in the future of the Convention, and the presence of many older leaders who were dramatically used to change the history of our Convention. There are pastors, church planters, missionaries and lay people weighing in on matters brought to the forefront for the first time, or maybe the first time in a long time. Although some in both camps may possess different ideas as to where we should be moving as a Convention, I pray that the end result might be one of unity for the sake of the Gospel. Although there are certain ideologies that our Convention has rightly separated over, I pray that none of the issues at hand are escalated to that level. As Southern Baptist's we have already gained a less than desirable reputation with outsiders and internal discord might likely serve to tarnish our image even more. However, sometimes conflict and disagreement can be profitable when both sides display love for one another and are committed to God and His Word no matter the cost. May our words be seasoned with grace and our actions bring glory to God.

2006-02-20T07:36:00.000-05:00

Steve McCoy at Reformissionary posted a great review on Mark Driscoll's upcoming book, Confessions of a Reformission Rev.: Hard Lessons From an Emerging Missional Church.

It's just a taste of what's to come when the book hits stores on May 1st. You can pre-order at Amazon.

2006-02-17T08:23:00.000-05:00

This past Sunday we closed the page on our fourth DiscipleNow in Hazlehurst. Despite a few setbacks, the weekend actually went off without a hitch. Our good friend Russell spoke during the Friday and Saturday night worship services led by the Jeremy Curtis Band. Russell has helped us with other events and always does an exceptional job. This year was no different. It was also neat to have Mike, one of our former youth, now a junior in college, lead the small group session for our high school guys. And also for his girlfriend, Amber, to lead our high school girls. We absolutely love having those two around our kids because they model a Christ centered relationship that most teenagers never have the opportunity of observing. Thanks Mike and Amber, we appreciate you guys more than you know.

We pray that God used the events of the weekend to draw teenagers to Himself and that the effects will last far beyond the present chapter in their lives.

2006-02-16T21:08:00.000-05:00

I found a great resource today that I'd like to share with everyone.
If you are looking to read up on all the issues surrounding the IMB in the past few months, Timmy of Provocations and Pantings has a great post with links to the most pertinent blog entries. The post was updated on Feb 16, and contains well over 100 links.

2006-02-15T14:17:00.000-05:00

Breaking news on IMB controversy:

"Executive committee of IMB trustees propose withdrawing motion for SBC to remove Burleson."

Read the Florida Baptist Witness article here.

2006-02-15T10:23:00.000-05:00

Today's front page of the Atlanta Journal Constitution boasts an article about megachuches entitled, Big on Worship. Their findings reveal that "virtually all megachurches share common traits of a dynamic senior pastor, emphasis on conservative values and building small groups to offset its size." The AJC highlights Woodstock Baptist Church and Northpoint Community Church, both in the Atlanta area. The report states that megachurches have increased by almost fifty percent in the last five years - and that they continue to be a phenomenon that is still on the increase.
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You can read the article in its entirety by going to the Metro link and logging in.

2006-02-15T08:31:00.000-05:00

Last night while perusing the aisles of our local grocery store for a box of Kleenex, I began to ponder a thought that has haunted me literally, for years. It seems the possibility exists that the Kleenex people, and other tissue companies, dig up the most grotesque designs on earth in which to wrap around their product. Seriously, is there anywhere else that more hideous floral designs dwell within the same vicinity of each other? Are the tissue executives somehow against the production of a plain box? Are they of the assumption that only seventy-five year old grandmothers who live in the country have runny noses? We left the store without purchasing anything after deciding that a roll of toilet paper was far more stylish.

2006-02-14T15:24:00.000-05:00

A good friend of mine, Brett, has asked for your help in hearing some different views on a particuliar passage of Scripture. If you don't mind, check out his post and then let him know what you think...

2006-02-14T14:04:00.000-05:00

Marty Duren tagged me...

4 jobs I have had in my life:
1. Ditch digger
2. Irrigation tech
3. Youth minister
4. Minister of education

4 goals I set for this year:
1. Read books more consistently
2. Spend more time loving my wife
3. Read through the Bible as a couple
4. Continue to work on my use of the English language – trying to remove random “w’s” that have worked their way into my words.

4 movies I could watch over and over:
1. Gladiator
2. Brave Heart
3. Fight Club
4. The Minority Report

4 places I have lived:
1. Leesburg, FL – birth – 2nd Grade
2. Inverness, FL – twice 2nd-4th Grade and 7th-12th Grade
3. Deerfield, OH – 4th-7th Grade
4. North Florida/South Georgia – Graceville, FL; Tallahassee, FL; Cuthbert, GA; Hazlehurst, GA – college and beyond

4 TV shows I love to watch:
1. Survivor
2. American Idol
3. Law & Order
4. CSI

4 places I've been on vacation:
1. Seattle, WA
2. Washington DC
3. Seaside, FL
4. Yellowstone National Park - actually, Yellowstone was just a 20 hour trip, we were really on a mission trip to an Indian reservation in Idaho

4 websites I visit daily:
1. www.relevantmagazine.com - my homepage
2. www.marshillchurch.org
3. www.biblegateway.com
4. www.sbcoutpost.com

4 of my favorite foods:
1. Breyers Rocky Road Ice Cream
2. Steak
3. Grilled anything (meat, veggies, fruit)
4. Pizza

4 places I would rather be right now:
1. At home with my wife
2. Anywhere reading my Bible and a good theology book
3. In the mountains
4. At the beach

So now I'm going to tag:
1. Brett
2. Charlie
3. Anyone else interested?

2006-02-14T08:03:00.000-05:00

I ordered a few books this week, including "Becoming Conversant with the Emerging Church : Understanding a Movement and Its Implications" by D.A. Carson. I'm looking forward to its arrival so I can dig in and see what Carson has to say.

Here's the description:
"The 'emerging church' movement has generated a large amount of excitement and currently exerts an astonishingly broad influence within contemporary churches. Is it the wave of the future or a passing fancy? Who are the leaders and what are they saying? These questions signal that the time has come for a mature assessment by a respected Christian scholar. In Becoming Conversant with the Emerging Church, D. A. Carson gives both a perceptive introduction to the emerging church movement for those who may be unfamiliar with it, as well as a skillful assessment of its theological views. Carson addresses some troubling weaknesses of the movement frankly and thoughtfully, while at the same time, recognizing that it has important things to say to the rest of Christianity. Carson's treatment shows how we must not only interact with a fast-changing culture, but also how we must have our vision and practice of ministry shaped by biblical theology with Scripture as our norm."

2006-02-13T08:53:00.000-05:00

Only because Micah asked me to...

Three names you go by:
1. Christie
2. Chris
3. Kissy (by my niece and nephews)

Three things that scare you:
1. Taxes
2. Confined spaces
3. Pictures of Charles Manson

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Flat-iron
2. Water
3. Mascara

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Cable knit sweater
2. A ring Rick gave me inscribed with the Hebrew translation of “I am my Beloved’s and my Beloved is mine”
3. Long Lasting lipstick by Estee Lauder, color #112

Three of Your Favorite Drinks:
1. Water
2. Caramel Light from Starbucks
3. Lemon Berry Slush from Sonic

Three of your favorite songs - at the moment:
1. In Christ Alone (the one written by Stuart Townend)
2. Daughters by John Mayer
3. Diverse City by Toby Mac

Three things you want in a relationship (other than real love):
1. Someone who loves Jesus
2. A best friend
3. A good massage every now and then

Two truths and a lie:
1. I can juggle
2. I love talking on the phone
3. I have really narrow feet

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Reading
2. Playing guitar
3. Cleaning house

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Pay off my student loans
2. Stay at home
3. Eat an ice cream sandwich

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Greek Isles
2. Tuscany
3. China

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Have kids
2. Go on an overseas mission trip
3. Be a better wife

Three ways that you are stereotypically a chick/guy:
1. I don’t know anything about football
2. I don’t get jokes
3. I’m a bad driver

Three people I would like to see take this quiz:
Since Michael's already been tagged...
1. Ellis
2. Teresa
3. RyanG

2006-02-10T12:22:00.000-05:00

Due to recent controversy surrounding Chad Allen being cast to play Nate Saint in End of the Spear, Every Tribe Communications, the independent company that produced the film, issued a statement concerning the matter. I commend the folks at ETC for answering their critics. Here's a copy of their letter:

Dear Friends and Ministry Partners,
With the recent news and controversy over the casting of Chad Allen we wanted you to know our prayerful thoughts.

We did not know Chad was gay when we offered him the roles of Nate and Steve Saint. We learned just before he accepted the roles, and then faced the decision of whether we should love him and include him in the journey, as well as honor our commitment. Producer Mart Green shared, "I would not have hired Chad had I known everything about him. But God had to work around me.”

We’ve chosen to tell true stories that raise the question of what it can mean to live what the Bible says is true. The story is what we want the worldwide audience to experience and discuss, and it is the only thing we are promoting.

We stand by our decision to include Chad Allen. We are a film company that desires to be a safe place for all people, and an adventure for those who know Christ.

If this issue has caught you by surprise in any way, and you feel betrayed for not knowing then we sincerely apologize. We have been walking through this process with many Christian leaders and we were not attempting to hide anything. We do not agree with Chad Allen on homosexuality, and we do not advocate any compromise to God’s Word. The STORY is the star. We invite you to experience End of the Spear and then judge for yourself the message you are left with.

Bearing Fruit Communications
Every Tribe Entertainment

2006-02-09T14:10:00.000-05:00

For years now, the presidency of the Southern Baptist Convention has been "decided" at First Baptist Jacksonville's annual Pastor's Conference. And infact, the presidency has gone uncontested since the early 90s. Many are aware that this year, Dr. Jerry Vines called for Dr. Johnny Hunt to serve the position. Certainly, I don't agree with polity issues surrounding the method of electing our president, yet right now, there is something that is bothering me even more. At the 2005 SBC Pastor's Conference, Johnny Hunt preached a sermon on the doctrine of election that received much applause from the viewing audience, but garnered plenty of criticism from others. Below are several alarming statements Dr. Hunt made during his discourse: (emphasis is mine)

“By the way, aren’t you grateful, that there’s hope? Listen to me carefully, it's important we understand this Convention. There’s hope for everyone in Jesus. Everyone. Everyone. Not a select group. Everyone. Someone says, ‘Pastor you believe that you’re the elect?’ I sure am. Everybody that gets in is the elect; and He’s elected all of us. I believe everyone can be saved. Anyone can come to Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior. Someone said, 'I don’t think you ought to preach like that.' Well, I just hope no one gets saved that’s not supposed to. I’m serious. We better get away from that and get back to the Book and invite everyone to come to Christ! Just preach it! Invite everybody! Tell everyone!”

While I admire Dr. Hunt's passion to share Christ, there are obviously several serious errors in the above declaration. And I'm not arguing that we need a Reformed president, however, Dr. Hunt's sermon (although I do not believe it was on purpose) went far beyond Arminianism and advocated Universalism. I'm quite certain if you sat down with Dr. Hunt and further delved into his thoughts, you would find that he isn't a Universalist or Pelagian, and that he really loves Jesus. Yet his words cause me great concern. Dr. Hunt chose to use one of his biggest platforms last year to utter some disturbing and downright heretical comments. Whether he intended to convey what he did, or not, I'm still left with a lot of questions as I consider the fact that he will probably be President Hunt this time next year.

2006-02-09T11:18:00.000-05:00

Micah is quite the lucky guy. He's had the priviledge of being our 10,000th visitor, and now our 13,000th. What are the chances? I think he might be planning this. Or maybe lightning does actually strike twice in the same place.

2006-02-09T08:24:00.000-05:00

Heath, a friend from college, is contributing his thoughts on a community blog, Pure Worship. I'll add him to my links.

2006-02-09T07:39:00.000-05:00

Here are a few church names I created from the Resurgence site.

Triumphant Intercession Tabernacle
Holy Ghost Worship Headquaters
Shekinah Dominion Fellowship

They kind of have a nice ring, don't they?

However, none of these even hold a candle to a real life church I used to pass every day in southwest Georgia, Holiness Glorious Community Church of Jesus Christ of the Apostolic Faith, Inc.

Now that's a mouthful.

2006-02-09T07:28:00.000-05:00

A final Pastor's Conference post...

One of the most surprising statements of the weekend came from none other than Jerry Falwell, of Liberty University. Falwell, widely known for his right-wing rants and political activism stressed the need for Christians to learn to disagree agreeably. "Just because you don't like someones viewpoint doesn't mean you can't get along," he stressed. "Those of you who only see me on Hannity & Colmes or Larry King Live probably think there are many people from the left wing that I hate. That simply is not true. Just a few weeks ago, I was out west and stopped by Larry Flynt's office to pay him a friendly visit. Sure, the guy's a dirt bag, but we can still get along." He then continued to tell us how he and Ted Kennedy agreed on "nothing but motherhood" but are still friends and when Ted and his wife are in Lynchburg, they eat dinner at Falwell's home, and while in Washington, he eats at the Kennedy home.

This all shocked me. For some reason, I can't see Flynt and Falwell just hanging out. Nonetheless it was a much needed statement in the midst of our Convention's current polarization and one I greatly appreciated.

2006-02-08T12:03:00.000-05:00

We've now returned to the grind and find ourselves back in Hazlehurst. With a little time to digest the events of the conference, I find a concerning commonality among many of the speakers. It seems nearly all of the sermons that we heard, at some point or another, contained an anti-Calvinist/Reformed theology comment.

The most prominent came from Junior Hill, while stressing the responsibility of the minister to win souls. He told a story of a recent service in which six individuals accepted Christ. He then followed with a statement to this effect: Now Calvinists would tell you that was not all that important, if they didn't get saved that night, they could have left there and would have gotten saved at another time - but I don't subscribe to that theology [followed by many amens, whoops, and hallelujah's]. Who knows - had they left the church that night without accepting Christ, they may have never had another opportunity presented to them. (Notice this is not a direct quote)

This makes me just a little uneasy and has left me wondering if the next assault will be on those who subscribe to Reformed Theology.

2006-02-08T09:08:00.000-05:00

Some good things did come out of our trip to the Pastor's Conference.

- We ran into several folks from college: Dr. Jumper, Jon E., Jacob H., and a few others whose identification slipped my feeble mind. (I searched desperately for many a name tag, but often to no avail.) It was great getting to hear about the things God is doing in their lives - some were in seminary, others just beginning new ministries, or adjusting to their kids being in college. Although time had separated us, a connection still remained. We even visited the BCF booth and picked up the usual peanuts, but also a key chain and insulated coffee cup. Ah, the priviledges of being an alum.

- We met the new pastor of our former church for lunch and through that were able to get an overdue update on many of our old friends. We were happy to learn that in a very segregated southwest Georgia, our previous church hosted the entire high school football team
(which is almost 100% black) for a steak dinner. Although tons of racial barriers still exist, I commend the desperately needed effort. They also invited us to the 175th church anniversary celebration in July and we made definite plans to attend.

The above events, and others, made the treck to Jacksonville worthwhile.

2006-02-08T07:36:00.000-05:00

Any former BCFers definitely need to check this out!

2006-02-07T00:08:00.000-05:00

Tonight makes it official - or so I'm assuming. After calling Dr. Paige Patterson, Judge Paul Pressler and Bailey Smith onto the stage, Dr. Vines gave a discourse on the importance of the conservative resurgence and briefly described the role that both Pressler and Patterson played. He then asked Smith to join him in flanking these two men as he presented them to the conference. After a rousing standing ovation, Vines announced that it was a miracle to have a conservative elected in that first year and they hoped they would be just as proud to announce Johnny Hunt as the next president of the SBC.

Later in the evening Dr. Hunt delivered a message which included much of his personal testimony, encouragement to pastors and calling all of us back to the task of personal evangelism. All in all it was what you'd expect, a very presidential message.

2006-02-06T08:22:00.000-05:00

We arrived yesterday at FBC Jax around 4:00 p.m., checked into our hotel and caught the shuttle to the conference - nothing like free, unsolicited theological treatises being offered just loud enough for the entire bus to listen in. Once we arrived at the downtown campus, we started making our way across three city blocks to the sanctuary. On the way, we ran into Dr. Jumper of BCF - someone we haven't seen in over 4 years.

After arriving in the colossal sanctuary, riding an escalator and climbing a flight of stairs, we finally decided on some seats in the balcony where our view would not be impeded by any of the cameras - or their numerous operators...

Interesting SBC side note: On the way to our seats, we met a former associate of our pastor - that had been at the conference since opening night on Thursday. He quickly brought us up to speed on all the events of the weekend - including the fact that after Dr. Jerry Vines retires, he will be moving to Woodstock, GA where he will keep an office at First Baptist Woodstock. He then went on to announce - "because 'they've' decided that Johnny Hunt is going to be the president of the SBC this year and as such will have to do alot of traveling, now Dr. Vines will be able to fill in for Johnny during the evening service while he is out doing his thing as president." So, I guess it's decided, no need go to Greensboro?!?!

to be continued...

2006-02-04T14:06:00.000-05:00

We're going out of town for a few days and should be back sometime Wednesday.

2006-02-03T07:19:00.000-05:00

We're really excited for our good friend Mike, who plays lead guitar for the Jeremy Curtis Band. The guys have just launched their website and begun recording in preparation for their first tour this summer. They're an amazing group of talented fellas who lead a passionate worship service. If anyone is looking for a band to play at an event, they definitely come recommended. They're playing for our DiscipleNow next weekend and we can't wait.

2006-02-03T07:12:00.000-05:00

You can read Rick's letter, concerning the IMB controversy, that was published in the Christian Index, here. And also his letter to the Florida Baptist Witness, here.

2006-02-02T10:00:00.000-05:00

At the Resurgence blog, you can check out Mark Driscoll's shameless plug of his new book, Confessions of a Reformission Rev.: Hard Lessons From an Emerging Missional Church. The table of contents is included, boasting chapters entitled, "Jesus Our Offering Was $137 and I Want to Use it to Buy Bullets," "Jesus If Anyone Else Calls My House I May Be Seeing You Real Soon," and "Jesus Could You Please Rapture the Charismatic Lady Who Brings Her Tambourine to Church." There's also a sample section of the book about whether or not your church will be "attractional, missional, or both." Don't get too interested though, Confessions of a Reformission Rev. isn't due out until May 1st.

2006-02-02T07:26:00.000-05:00

Somehow, Newsweek columnist Susannah Meadows didn't quite understand all of Jerry Falwell's sub-cultural jargon, thus leading to the following correction in the article she penned about Evangelicals mastering the art of college debate.

"Correction: In the original version of this report, Newsweek misquoted Falwell as referring to 'assault ministry.' In fact, Falwell was referring to 'a salt ministry' — a reference to Matthew 5:13, where Jesus says 'Ye are the salt of the earth.' We regret the error."

2006-02-01T07:26:00.000-05:00

Although I've recommended it before, if you haven't read John Piper's article, "What We Believe About the Five Points of Calvinism," you're definitely missing out. Whether you're sympathetic towards Reformed theology or not, Piper's work would be well worth your time. He explains the doctrines of grace in simple, yet profound terms that give us a glimpse into the heart of God and the Gospel.

While re-reading the article yesterday, I came across an especially profound quote from Charles Spurgeon:

"I have my own private opinion that there is no such thing as preaching Christ and Him crucified, unless we preach what is nowadays called Calvinism. It is a nickname to call it Calvinism; Calvinism is the gospel, and nothing else. I do not believe we can preach the gospel...unless we preach the sovereignty of God in His dispensation of grace; nor unless we exalt the electing, unchangeable, eternal, immutable, conquering love of Jehovah; nor do I think we can preach the gospel unless we base it upon the special and particular redemption of His elect and chosen people which Christ wrought out upon the Cross; nor can I comprehend a gospel which lets saints fall away after they are called."

2006-01-31T11:09:00.000-05:00

I've been reading through Genesis and have become convinced that it has to be the most fascinating book in Scripture. It's amazing how it covers such terribly ancient events, yet each of them deeply resonate with our present culture. One area that has grabbed me is the morality level, or should I say lack of morality level, of our father, Jacob. Basically, the baby birthing contest between his two wives, their desire to offer "help" through their maidservants, and Jacob's willingness to go right along with all the antics, sounds more like an episode of Jerry Springer than anything else. While a sad commentary on Jacob and his family, we find such assurance that even through continued sin, God remained faithful and displayed His great love, mercy and grace to Jacob by continuing the covenant He made with Abraham.

I guess there's hope for us all.

2006-01-31T10:26:00.000-05:00

You can now keep up with Relevant Magazine via thieir blog at myspace. The site doesn't contain much right now, but I'm sure more updates and articles are on the way. Maybe it'll be worth checking out.

2006-01-30T09:13:00.000-05:00

On January 17 Larry King hosted a discussion concerning homosexuality and specifically homosexual marriage. The impetus for the conversation was none other than Golden Globe award winning, Brokeback Mountain. King's panel included a wide spectrum of guests such as conservative Christian, Al Mohler - to openly gay activist, Chad Allen. You can read the transcript here and will likely be pleased by the excellent job Mohler did of presenting sound biblical insight into this ever growing debate.

Mohler seems to have spoken with truth and love, often an uncommon balance, and told Larry King, the panelists and viewing audience, "What I hope for is that persons, heterosexual and homosexual, will come to know the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, would come to know new life in him, would come to understand that sinners can find the only help that is...worth finding and the only salvation and solution to our problems is by coming to faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and then understanding that God, our creator, has the right to define every aspect of our lives including our sexuality."

2006-01-27T08:59:00.000-05:00

For the first time, in a very long time, my car is clean. I used to be a fanatic about keeping it spotless, infact Rickie always said I was the only girl he knew who detailed her car. However, as life progressed and time became of the essence, I opted to keep things clean, like my home, instead of my car. People always say you can look at a woman's vehicle and tell what kind of house she keeps - but that's not true with me at all. Really it all fell apart when I started school at Brewton-Parker. At the end of exams the first semester I popped open my trunk, dumped my books, and there they remained until just a few days ago. Same thing happened at the close of my second, third and fourth semesters. Oh and did I mention that the Chair of my department cleaned out his office and gave me about 50 books. Yep, they fell into the dreaded abyss as well. Thankfully, I graduated and that ended. But, that didn't bring a stop to many a moldy cup, half eaten sandwiches, grocery store bags, small animals, chocolate cakes, Doritos and old bananas. However, after its recent fumigation my car looks almost new and smells surprisingly pleasant considering some of its former contents. I hear if you deal with what's in your car each day, that the situation above won't repeat itself. Maybe I'll experiment.

2006-01-27T07:08:00.000-05:00

I didn't like this weeks Friday Fiver, last weeks was far more interesting. So, here it is.

1. What do you normally eat for breakfast?
A grapefruit and some source of protein, either a small piece of cheese or some peanut butter.

2. Are you more likely to drink coffee or tea?
I love flavored coffee and blended coffee drinks, but sweet tea is certainly the nectar of the gods. Of course, in Georgia it has to be made with two cups of sugar per gallon. A syrupy delight.

3. Would you consider yourself a good cook?
I guess I'm a better cook than some. Since Rick and I have been married, I've only had one meal I had to throw away and another that should have been thrown away because Rick couldn't eat it. I have to give him credit though, he did try.

4. What is your favorite meal?
Nothing too exotic, probably spaghetti or chicken and rice. But not together.

5. Green eggs and ham: would you eat it?
I'll eat most anything once.

2006-01-26T08:14:00.000-05:00

Although not a New Year's resolution, around the first of January I decided that I desperately needed to drink more water. What a harrowing realization that was for me as this epiphany came while the sweet essence of Cherry Coke still lingered in my mouth. Like a soldier, I hunkered down and decided I would at least try to ingest more of the tasteless liquid than I currently was and cut back on the 12 ounce cans of carbonated heaven I so frequently indulged in. And now, almost four weeks have passed and I've had nothing to drink except, you guessed it, water. Really, I don't miss the sodas at all. Never even think about the deliciously fizzy beverages in which I'm being deprived of. And only occasionally do I shake uncontrollably, convulse and black out for hours at a time. I'm handling it so well.

2006-01-25T11:10:00.000-05:00

Be sure and keep up with Mark Driscoll's blog, Resurgence. He has two recent posts that cover his meetings with both Chuck Colson and Ravi Zacharias.

2006-01-25T09:22:00.000-05:00

You can read Christianity Today's artcile entitled "An Unfiltered Webb" here. It's an interview with Derek Webb about his newly released album Mockingbird.

Concerning the new work, Webb says:
"Mockingbird addresses the question of, 'We are set free, but unto what?' If the thing that I've been talking about on these records, if the message is about being set free and liberated by Christ, if that's true, then the big question becomes, 'How do we live in light of that freedom?' What are the fruits of that freedom? There's a point at which the rubber of our theology must hit the road of ethics. There's a point at which, if we pride ourselves in knowing about God's character, our knowledge of that character must inform the way that we love and live with people."

2006-01-24T17:17:00.000-05:00

I have just finished emailing each of the International Mission Board Trustees a letter and the following questions. Though I will not post any responses without permission from the author, I want you to know that I have already received some encouraging replies. I strongly encourage each of you to email these men and let them know your viewpoint. Without sharing our opinions, they will continue to go unheeded.

1. What was the impetus for the policy changes? Have there been significant problems in the field with regard to speaking in tongues and baptisms? If so, can you offer any examples?

2. In “POINTS TO BE COVERED DURING THE APPOINMENT PROCESS” number 2, sub point b states: “A candidate who has not been baptized in a Southern Baptist church or in a church which meets the standards listed above is expected to request baptism in his/her Southern Baptist church as a testimony of identification with the system of belief held by Southern Baptist churches.” How does this statement agree with Scripture, which states we are to be “baptized into the name of the Lord Jesus” after repenting of sin and receiving forgiveness – accepting the message of the gospel?

3. Why was “the doctrine of the security of the believer” chosen over other distinct Baptist doctrines (such as the deity of Christ, the virgin birth, the inerrancy of Scripture, etc) as a measuring rod for the candidate’s eligibility?

4. What deliberation occurred before seeking trustee Burleson’s removal from the board? Did this deliberation take place in plenary sessions, executive sessions or in private meetings with Mr. Burleson?

5. What other ways were explored as means “to handle the impasse”?

6. How is Mr. Burleson guilty of “broken trust” – did he share private information? Can you cite specific examples?

7. In what ways has Mr. Burleson displayed “resistance to accountability”?

8. To what accountability has Mr. Burleson been resistant – the board’s, the Convention’s, key leader’s, or all of the above?

9. Is a vote in opposition of the majority and speaking out against the majority viewed as “broken trust” and “resistance to accountability” – even when matters of personal conviction and conscience are at stake?

10. Why does the board feel Mr. Burleson’s removal “was absolutely necessary for the board to move forward in its duties as prescribed by the SBC”? In what ways will trustee Burleson hinder the board from fulfilling their duties to the Convention?

2006-01-24T14:04:00.000-05:00

A new day, a new template. Three columns this time. I'm still working out some kinks, but I really like it.

2006-01-23T14:03:00.000-05:00

I am quite proud of our church and the generous Lottie Moon Christmas Offering that they gave this year. While we may not have raised as much as many other churches, our contribution level did increase. In my four years at this church, we've always set the goal around $5,000 and have usually reached it, but this year, we were able to collect nearly $12,000 to send to the IMB in support of our foreign missionaries. I pray God would continue to burden our people so that the Kingdom of God will advance throughout the world.

2006-01-23T07:21:00.000-05:00

I've heard numerous opinions regarding "End of the Spear," the movie released this past weekend by Every Tribe Entertainment. For what it's worth I'll give you my take on the 111 minute flick that I watched at the Saturday matinee.

I don't pretend to know much about art or film. Infact, concerning both of those areas, I'm pretty clueless. However, I'm not so clueless that I failed to observe the fact that "End of the Spear" was not particularly good movie making. Much of the story was very one dimensional, the characters were not well developed, and on top of that, the Indians had bad wigs. Obvious inaccuracies scattered the film, supposedly to make the movie better, but I think instead that they worked against it. I don't think the movie even came close to doing justice to the real story, but I didn't go into it thinking it would, so I was prepared for the disappointment.

My biggest problem with the movie is that it seemed to overlook the passionate relationship with Christ that the missionaries possessed. Although there were a couple references - the film didn't present a faith that would cause someone to give up their life. I'm not asserting that the movie should have been made for the purpose of evangelizing or that it should have ended in an altar call, but just for the sake of accuracy and in fairness to the real events, the faith of the men and their families should have been more prominent.

However, despite a slew of negative things I could recount, I disagree with many who say that the movie contained no element of the Gospel. Although the name of Jesus was not spoken, and the plan of salvation was not given in Christianese - we were presented with a beautiful story of how God (the Waodini term was used) had a Son who was speared, and did not spear back, so that we might live well. While a very simple explanation, it was powerful to me because it showed the fact that the Gospel transcends culture and is relevant to even the most savage tribespeople in one of the remotest parts of the earth.

Overall, I wasn't particularly pleased with the movie, but I don't regret watching it. However, I would recommend the books that cover the events over the film any day of the week.

2006-01-20T19:27:00.000-05:00

Tomorrow morning we will head to the big town of Macon, GA to do some shopping and see the movie End of the Spear. I hope it will not disappoint us.

I've read The Savage My Kinsmen in which Elisabeth Elliot tells of her journey back into the tribe after her husband, Jim, was killed by the tribe. Now I'm working on Through Gates of Splendor - Elisabeth's book that leads up to the killing. The devotion to, passion for, and confidence of the mission God had called these individuals to astounds me. One of the most moving quotes I've heard to date about these men came from the documentary, Beyond the Gates of Splendor. A fellow Ecuadorian missionary made the comment that though the men had guns they had said they would never use them because "we are ready for heaven, the Aucas are not". What a beautiful statement of sacrifice - and these five men lived up to their word.

2006-01-19T11:22:00.000-05:00

You can read Micah's letter to the editor of the Florida Baptist witness here.

2006-01-19T08:52:00.000-05:00

Further proving to myself - and everyone else - that I have become a well seasoned groupie, Rick and I will be traveling to Stone Mountain, GA tomorrow night to see Derek Webb in concert. He's going to be playing at Christ Community Church, along with his wife, Sandra McCracken. We saw his November show at Murray Hill Theater in Jacksonville, but that was before the release of his new album. So, it'll be nice this time to actually know the songs he's playing and have already begun to understand and digest their content. I predict an excellent evening. Good music, friends and food usually facilitate that quite well.

2006-01-18T16:27:00.000-05:00

I decided to write a letter to the editor of our state paper, The Christian Index, in hopes of bringing the IMB situation to light. Below is a copy for any who desire to read it:

January 18, 2006

Dear Editor –

During recent meetings of the trustees of the International Mission Board, a vote was taken –and passed - to change policies regarding the qualification for missionary placement. This decision narrows the parameters for missionary eligibility by forbidding service opportunities to any who admit to the use of a “private prayer language” and requiring those not previously baptized in “a church that embraces the doctrine of the security of the believer” to be rebaptized, regardless of the church in which they currently belong. These conditions would effectively disqualify even the president of the IMB, Dr. Jerry Rankin, from missionary duty since he has openly confessed to the use of a private prayer language, and would further prove to strip away local church autonomy, a tenant that lies at the very heart of Southern Baptist life.

While many within the convention view these policies as unnecessary, extra-biblical, incongruent with the Baptist Faith and Message 2000, and a dangerous step for our future, it seems that one man is being asked to pay the price for this dissension. During the January 9-11 IMB Trustee meetings, Trustee Chairman Thomas Hatley of Arkansas read into official record a statement which accused Wade Burleson, current IMB trustee and pastor of Emmanuel Baptist Church of Enid, OK, of both “gossip” and “slander” as a result of a weblog (blog) that he started as a platform from which to share his concerns related to these new policies. While the official statement released to the press and reported by the Baptist Press and the Associated Baptist Press, softened the charges to “broken trust” and “resistance to accountability” (charges which are weak at best and unfounded at worst), the desired outcome remains the same: the removal of Mr. Burleson from the IMB’s board of trustees - a decision that will ultimately be decided by the messengers of the 2006 Southern Baptist Convention.

As a young, conservative SBC minister interested in the future of our great Convention, I am both alarmed and disturbed by these actions and fear the new policies are far too restrictive in terms of Baptist doctrine and Scripture interpretation. My interest in this story and the effects these policies would have on our missionaries, local churches and Convention, led me to closely follow the unfolding events leading up to the actions of the most recent trustee meeting. I had hoped for a possible reversal of the policy changes, but instead was stunned to learn of the treatment Mr. Burleson received by fellow trustees. According to Mr. Burleson’s testimony, “there was no attempt at any private mediation prior to the actions at the board meeting to recommend me for removal from the IMB.” There was no effort at cooperating and no attempt at seeking a compromise, only a hasty calling for dismissal – based on very loose allegations – which were changed before the official press release.

While all of these things have distressed me, I realize there is something much larger at stake- larger than IMB policy, larger than Wade Burleson, and larger than my opinion and position. At stake remains the Word of God and my greatest concern is that we will once again replace the Word of God with the opinion of man – a battle our convention has already won. On one side remain those who refuse to recognize the authority of Scripture or to live within the confines of the prescribed boundaries. Yet on the other side, and equally as dangerous, are those who insist on tightening the boundaries, narrowing the parameters, and limiting believers until no room remains in which to live agreeably.

In closing, I would like to issue a few challenges. First, I would like to challenge Wade Burleson with the words of the Apostle Paul: “Be on your guard, stand firm in the faith, be a man of courage, be strong.” To Chairman Hatley and other IMB Trustees, if you are going to persist with this unprecedented attempt at removing a fellow trustee, I would challenge you to bring evidence and proof of this man’s guilt. Don’t simply level loose, unfounded allegations and expect the convention to join you in removing Wade – live up to the level of accountability in which you claim Wade failed. And finally, to my fellow Southern Baptists, I am not asking you to join my side, defend my position or come to my aid. I would only ask that you educate yourselves on these matters, research the new policy changes and the charges being brought against Wade Burleson and contact YOUR IMB trustees to share your opinions and concerns. Then, if possible, join us June 13-14 in Greensboro where you will have the chance to vote your conscience as Southern Baptists have been doing for generations.

Respectfully,

Rick Garret
Hazlehurst, GA

2006-01-18T14:40:00.000-05:00

And so begins the effects of the latest policies passed by the Trustees of the International Mission Board. How narrow will the parameters become before people are satisfied?

Central Asia affected

Western Africa affected

And I am certain, there will be many, many more.

2006-01-17T13:33:00.000-05:00

During much of the IMB controversy, I've heard talk about Landmarkism. I thought I would just go ahead and confess, before everyone finds out themselves, that the father of the Landmark movement, James Madison Pendleton is my great, great, great, great something-or-other. In 1854 he authored a work entitled, "An Old Landmark Reset" which became an impetus for the campaign within the Southern Baptist Convention. Along with Pappy Pen were Amos Dayton and James Graves, who became known as "The Great Triumverate" of the Landmark movement. Pendleton didn't work alone, so it isn't entirely the fault of my ancestry. Go ahead, hurl your remarks. Just don't tell me that we favor and we'll all get along.

2006-01-16T11:21:00.000-05:00

After reading about Micah's recent experience in trying to obtain a list of trustee members for the International Mission Board, I decided I would take the chance and see what happened when I called. After speaking with an operator and asking for a list of trustee contact information, I was directed to another office and another secretary. There I asked if I could obtain the information somewhere on the internet and was informed that it was not posted online, but they would gladly furnish me a list of the trustee names and the states in which they lived. When I pressed for specific contact information, I was politely told: "I can give you contact information for our Trustee Chairman, Thomas Hatley. His phone number is (479) 636-5555." [A different number than the one Micah received - (479)636-1230] I thanked her for her help and then called the number provided. It rang several times, went into a series of random beeps and then a long beep - I'm unsure if it was an answering machine or a fax machine - but there was no pre-recorded greeting so I simply hung up.

2006-01-14T10:21:00.000-05:00

Just in case any of you are interested, Mark Driscoll is now blogging. The site is meant to be a connecting point for those who desire to retain evangelical theology and combine it with an effective biblical missiology. There is only one post up right now, but we're promised that more are on the way, and that they will be good. I have no doubt. I think I'll add it to my links for easy access.

2006-01-13T11:05:00.000-05:00

Once again, the Friday Fiver.

1. Are you timely or always late?
I'm usually five minutes early.

2. Do you wear a watch?
Not on a regular basis, I don't really like anything tight around my wrists. It makes me uncomfortable. I don't even button the cuffs on long-sleeved shirts.

3. What is the most important event you have ever been late for?
I was very, very close to being late for my wedding. The lady who styled my hair and did my make-up took several hours longer than what we had originally planned. I was agitated to say the least.

4. What kind of system do you have for keeping track of your bills?
I have a great system, his name is Rick.

5. What is your favorite time of day?
The evening when Rick and I are home together.

2006-01-12T08:31:00.000-05:00

The unfolding events of the IMB Trustee meetings have disturbed, if not infuriated me. I believe that many of us realized we would one day arrive at this place and yet now that we are here, I’m not certain what to make of it. How can a few instigate and inflict a policy change that limits the autonomy of the local church and binds her hands in endorsing suitable missionary candidates? How can a denomination which prides herself on the autonomy of the local church and the individual believer allow one of her organization’s trustee boards to act as inquisitor, effectively seeking to excommunicate a man of God for sharing his own personal convictions and beliefs – even if they differ with the majority? While I have many questions, I am afraid I too have many answers. I am quite confident that the problem rests not in the fact that Wade Burleson has shared his differing opinions, but in the fact that he has “stirred the troops” and struck a nerve among so many dissenting Southern Baptists. I believe those who led the charge against liberalism and the ensuing “conservative takeover” feel such a sense of ownership and fear a loss of power that the focus has, albeit inadvertently, shifted from kingdom work to power politics. It seems to no longer be about uplifting Christ but about maintaining control. While I do agree that at one time the pendulum had swung far too left, I believe it is now entering equally dangerous territory as it begins to swing far too right. Once again, we leave the green zone of biblical inerrancy and interpretation and are left at the whim of those who find it their sole responsibility to interpret and enforce the laws they find in Scripture, thus keeping the denomination pure and righteous. At the same time, they are willing to sacrifice all who disagree on the altar of liberalism, “gossip,” and “slander.”

As I have watched these events unfold, several things continue to stand out to me:
1) It seems influential SBC leaders seek to CONTROL LEADERSHIP by appointing only like minded individuals and by strongly influencing the decisions these leaders are asked to make – bending the truth and misrepresenting information if necessary.
2) It also seems SBC leaders have a strong desire to CONTROL THE DISSEMINATION OF INFORMATION related to SBC matters. (It seems one of Wade’s biggest problems came from the fact that he had an audience - specifically an audience that disagreed with convention leaders. As he shared his personal views and opinions, the audience was moved to action – which then infuriated leaders, causing them to react against Wade - the only visible target for the dissension. It is now further evident in the information shared by Marty Duren regarding the handling of Wendy Norville, the IMB's head of communications and the latest procedures for all future press releases.)
3) Apparently SBC leaders also have a strong desire to CONTROL THE LAITY by simply lulling them into a state of blind trust and obedience, never challenging them to think for themselves, to educate them theologically, or wanting them to react against a popular decision. If they are kept busy doing church, we are then free to rule the convention.

Where do we go from here? I’m not certain. I was reared in an Independent Baptist church which prided herself on much legalism and self-righteousness and held to Landmark views . While I learned a great deal from this church and her leaders and retain the utmost respect for the men of God I was brought up under, I have no desire to go back to that place.

I serve a Southern Baptist Church because I believe Southern Baptists have so many things right. My heart’s desire is to continue with the convention, to support our missionaries and leaders and yet I realize that my first allegiance is to Christ alone. As we face these difficult days, I believe Paul’s words to the churches of Galatia are quite fitting for us today: “The entire law is summed up in a single command: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ If you keep on biting and devouring each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other. So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature.” Gal 5:14-16

I pray God will show us the way and remain confident that in the midst of these tumultuous days, Christ is working about His plan for the ages, working “for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.”

I pray also, that one day soon, we can watch as Wade, along with Joseph, proclaims: “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.”

And finally, I pray that without sacrificing truth and spiritual liberty, God would bring a spirit of unity and love among the SBC. After all, it is by our love that Christ promised the world would recognize us as His own.

To God be the Glory!

2006-01-11T11:32:00.000-05:00

The IMB trustee meeting has come to a close and a press release, detailing its decision, is due out around 3:00 p.m. and should be posted on the Baptist Press website. Wade Burleson will also issue a statement following the release from the IMB, and you should be able to view that on BP as well. Early reports indicate that the meeting did not turn out as many of us had hoped and prayed that it would. I guess we'll have to wait and see.

2006-01-11T09:24:00.000-05:00

Last night, for the second time I watched "Beyond the Gates of Splendor." The piece is a documentary that chronicles five young couples, including Jim Elliott and Nate Saint, who gave up the comforts of the United States for lives in the jungle of Ecuador. I'm sure many of you know the story of the men attempting peaceful contact with the often violent and savage Waodani, and shortly following, their tragic deaths at the hands of those they so desperately desired to help. The men could have defended themselves, but they refused to kill a Waodani who they knew was not ready for Heaven, and instead gave up their own lives because of their unwavering belief that they were. In few places have I ever seen such beauty, sacrifice and love. That same love is what drew several of the missionary wives to remain in Ecuador, and what called Elisabeth Elliot, and Rachel Saint (Nate's sister), back to the very people who had brutally killed their loved ones. In her book, "The Savage my Kinsman", Elisabeth Elliot said, "The fact that Jesus Christ died for all makes me interested in the salvation of all, but the fact that Jim loved and died for the Aucas [Waodani] intensifies my love for them." It would have been so easy, expected and understandable for her response to be anger and hatred, yet it was anything but. A beautiful story of healing follows for the family of the victims, the Waodani, and many others who have been touched by the unbelievable display of death to self and complete abandon to God.

2006-01-11T08:47:00.000-05:00

You can read Mark Driscoll's most recent article found in the Faith and Values section of the Seattle Times, here.

2006-01-10T08:09:00.000-05:00

For those of you who have been following the recent changes to the IMB policies concerning tongues and baptism, please be aware that the IMB is meeting this week and it is vital that we remain in prayer for the trustees, our missionaries, and the direction of our convention. Both Wade Burleson, as a trustee, and Marty Duren, as an observer, are recording their personal experiences on their blogs. I believe you will find their observations both interesting and enlightening. May God guide these men as they seek His direction for our convention.

2006-01-09T07:44:00.000-05:00

If you haven't seen the Southern Baptist Convention's recent TV spots, you can watch them here. Although I haven't viewed all of them yet, so far, the productions seem to relate a message of care and concern that we, foremost as Christians, but also as Southern Baptist people, should be known for. However, on the flip side, I don't think that national marketing is necessarily the way we are called to demonstrate Christ's love. That happens as we encounter people on a day to day basis. I'm afraid that self-promotion isn't going to get us very far. But maybe the message is more for Southern Baptist's than anyone else. What do you think?

2006-01-08T14:40:00.000-05:00

We have driven past this sign numerous times on our all too infrequent ventures to Savannah - however, we just noticed it on one of our more recent trips.

I'm not sure what "undenominational" means, but I find it hilarious. I've heard of nondenominational and interdenominational, but this offers a new word for our Christian jargon.

2006-01-06T08:16:00.000-05:00

One evening, at our previous church, our minister of music held an old fashioned "favorite hymn" night. At my beckoning, Rick raised his hand and requested my favorite hymn, "Come Thou Fount." After we finished singing, our pastor stood and gave a short dissertation about the fact that we often sing hymns without really understanding the meaning behind the words. He then began speaking about the phrase, "here I raise my Ebenezer," from the second verse of "Come Thou Fount." However, he decided that since Rick was the one who had requested the tune in the first place, he would let him explain its meaning to the crowd. Upon being asked, Rick looked up nervously and without even thinking blurted out, "It was actually Christie's favorite." Thankfully, I'd done my research, and after shooting Rick an evil glance, explained the meaning behind the phrase as it's given in 1 Samuel 7:12. Rick breathed a sign of relief and thanked me for rescuing him from his lack of knowledge concerning 1700s hymnody. I smiled and reassured him that it was no problem.

2006-01-05T07:37:00.000-05:00

I don't really like to take medicine. Once, I went to the doctor for a fairly insignificant rash that was on my face - and he prescribed a topical lotion that warned of side affects including death. I decided I would take my chances with the red itchy patch and forego the above medication. Of course, I take antibiotics when needed - but unless a prescription is necessary or a sickness is overwhelming, I usually just tough it out.

This week, I once again found myself disregarding the doctors orders. I scheduled an appointment due to a fever, congestion, cough, etc. As expected, the doctor discovered that I had a sinus infection and a nasty case of bronchitis. However, he also noticed an ulcer in my mouth. Although I considered it to be pretty harmless, he decided he would be helpful and along with an antibiotic, give me a prescription for Valtrex. Yes, I said Valtrex. You've seen the commercials, you know what it's for. But the doctor said it works for my sort of ulcers as well. Okay, first of all, I'm not taking medicine for an ulcer that isn't particularly even bothering me, and secondly, as small as our town is, I'm not going to Wal-Mart to get that prescription filled. Although it might not be listed as a side affect on the actual medication, death could very easily be a possibility.

2006-01-04T10:12:00.000-05:00

I've been hesitant to post about a certain situation, but really, I'm not sure why. The particular story has made local, state and even national news. You may have even heard or read about the incident yourself. Everyone else is talking about it, but I haven't. Until now.

It goes like this. Brandon was a teenage boy who was part of our youth ministry for quite some time. He was an - albeit troubled - but seemingly polite, funny and thoughtful kid. One of those that you couldn't help but love, even when he was irritating. Brandon moved away a few months back, and we had actually seen him once or twice since that time. However, the weeks passed following our last encounter with no news, until we received some of the worst I could have ever imagined. Brandon brutally murdered an elderly lady, stabbing her upwards of two dozen times. I was overcome with disbelief, shock and horror at the realization of what had transpired. I felt such grief for the family of the victim. She had children and grandchildren whose lives would be drastically altered, and who would face a terribly difficult holiday season. I can't even begin to describe the emotions that I felt for that family. Yet, even though part of me tried not to, I experienced the same sorrow for Brandon as well. As I looked at the pictures of him that the news stations posted on their web-sites, I had a hard time seeing a murderer. Yet, I was met face to face with mounting evidence to the contrary.

The situation reminds me of the fact that depravity is probably a term far more hopeful than our actual state. Certainly, we are all capable of committing painfully mind numbing atrocities, beyond our comprehension. Yet, I still confess - I never thought Brandon would.

2006-01-03T11:13:00.000-05:00

At the request of my mother, Christie so graciously offered this Southern version of the Christmas Story. I hope you enjoy:

Luke 2:8-14
(8) Round about the same place there wuz some shepherds keepin' an eye on their sheep
(9) and out of nowhere an angel of the Lord was standin' right there at 'em and the glory of the Lord shined down on 'em and they were scared as they could be.
(10) But directly the angel hollered: "you ought not be so dern scared cuz I'm bringin' some real good news to all y'all.
(11) For on this very day in this here city of David, a Savior has been born.
(12) There's your sign. Y'all will uncover fer yerself a youngin' wrapped up in rags layin' in the barn."
(13) Out of nowhere, a big ole' crowd showed up with the angel a hollerin'
(14) "Glory to God up yonder and here on earth, peace to all y'all"

2005-12-30T10:22:00.000-05:00

Here's the Friday Fiver for you...

1. How will you be ringing in the New Year?
At home, with Rick.

2. How do you wish you were ringing in the New Year?
After a busy Christmas season with lots of travel, I really wouldn't change a thing.

3. Do you have any traditions that you observe on New Year's Day intended to bring you luck for the upcoming year?
I really don't believe in luck, but Rick likes to cook sauerkraut. But, if I did believe in luck, I would say that makes me pretty un-lucky.

4. Do you make resolutions? Do you keep them?
I don't usually make "resolutions" per se. However, I think the New Year is a great time to discuss goals, plans, hopes and desires for the coming months.

5. Would you ever have plastic surgery?
Well, never say never is what I've always been told. I'm not so sure about plastic surgery, but I would definitely think about having brown eyeliner tattooed.

2005-12-29T11:17:00.000-05:00

Conversation with my five year old nephew, Daniel.

Daniel: Most of the kids in my grade are peach.

Me: Peach?

Daniel: Yeah, peach. But there is one boy who is brown. His name is Christian.

Me: Oh, okay.

Daniel: Somebody at school explained to my kindergarten class about people who are different colors.

Me: Really.

Daniel: Yeah and I told them I didn't understand, because we're all different colors. I'm bright peach, and other kids are dark peach, and Christian is brown. So, Aunt Christie, what's the big deal?

Out of the mouth of babes.

2005-12-29T08:28:00.000-05:00

Every year our church allows Rick to choose a conference we would like to attend, and sends us off for a week, all expense paid. It really has been a huge blessing to our ministry and marriage and something that we really look forward to. The first year, we went to a marriage seminar in Asheville, the second to a pastor's conference in Orlando, and then last year we attended an Acts29 church planting event at Mars Hill in Seattle. Well, it's about that time of year again, and we're in the middle of much deliberation about what our destination will be. We had made tentative plans to attend a conference at John MacArthur's church in California - but have decided that it's most likely not going to work out. So, as of now, we're back at square one, looking for a conference worth our time and our church's money. Any of you guys know of one you would recommend?

2005-12-28T08:46:00.000-05:00

Derek Webb has just launched a new website. You can hear selections from his new cd, read the lyrics, subscribe to his podcast and much more.

2005-12-27T09:11:00.000-05:00

Between recklessly plunging down snow covered slopes and disciplining teenagers for extreme acts of profligation, I somehow found the time to read a book on our ski trip. This feat is due mainly, to an unusual absence of motion sickness on the bus, and also to my handy dandy book light. So, somewhere on the road between Hazlehurst and Augusta I cracked open Calvinism in the Las Vegas Airport: Making Connections in Today's World, by Richard J. Mouw.

The title derives its name from the movie Hardcore, in which a minister attempts to explain his faith to an unsuspecting prostitute, using the TULIP acronym. The setting you ask- none other than the Las Vegas Airport. As might be be expected, TULIP comes across rather harsh in the above conversation, and that thought forms the premise for Mouw's work. Although Mouw, who happens to be president of Fuller Theological Seminary, does agree with the the tenants of Calvinism as explained by TULIP, he feels that in certain situations, there may be an easier, more relevant way to explain the doctrines of grace to both believers and non. While I do agree with him up to that point, the book goes on to take a few disturbing turns. The main one being Mouw's idea of "divine generosity." He asserts that most people, regardless of their beliefs, lifestyle or profession of faith, are possibly in the elect. While he does admit that his views could be flawed and that he isn't a universalist, his assumptions land on very shaky ground.

Despite several disagreements with Mouw, he closes the book on a better note. While he doesn't dismiss TULIP, he feels he can better explain Calvinist doctrine through the first question and answer of the Hiedelberg Cathechism, commonly referred to as "Heidelberg One." You can read it here, and should if you're not familiar with it. Mouw's particularly controversial ideas aside, he ends well.

2005-12-27T07:13:00.000-05:00

Eight days, 2000 miles and six states. It's good to be back home. Watch for updates. More to come later.

2005-12-18T12:29:00.000-05:00

"Hi ho, hi ho, off to Snowshoe we go. We hope great slopes, no broken bones. Hi ho, hi ho, hi ho, hi ho."

We probably won't be back here until a day or so after Christmas. Hope all of you guys have a great Holiday, uhhh, Christmas I mean. Everyone be blessed.

2005-12-17T11:04:00.000-05:00

To his surprise, Rick received a 2 GB Ipod Nano as an Anniversary and Christmas present. With the Ipod, he also received this terribly overpriced case, that works remarkably well despite its hard hit to my pocket book. He's very excited about downloading music onto the machine, but most excited about the weekly podcast of Mark Driscoll's sermons. Maybe if I'm good, he'll let me borrow it every now and then.

2005-12-17T09:57:00.000-05:00

Out of nowhere, I stumbled upon a heart-breaking article about someone I used to know. The piece chronicled this persons descent from a life of mission work, into a life of sin and hopeless despair. How sad to see someone who has tasted the goodness of God and who has enjoyed the fellowship of God's people, turn in a direction so diametrically opposed to the things of God. For some reason, this will bother me for quite a while. Years ago, when a friends pastor was caught in an affair with someone in his church, I was literally haunted for months. It takes time for me to work through this kind of situation. It would be easiest to forget about these two and others, and pronounce them as frauds - but that's not my call to make. There is no question that Christians can be seduced into participating in horrible things. Yet, I also believe if they are, they will repent. I pray repentance has taken place in both of these guys lives, and that I won't elevate their sin to a plane higher than the "lesser" sins that I commit. Without the grace of God, we would all be in situations like theirs, or worse.

2005-12-16T08:03:00.000-05:00

This year the gift is wood - which means today, Christie and I celebrate our 5th Anniversary. It's hard to believe we've already been married for five years. It seems like just a few days ago that Michael and I were smoking cigars outside the hotel in Cross City discussing love, life and marriage. It seems like just a few moments ago, when I turned to see Christie coming down the aisle - what a beautiful bride she was. And today, my love for her has reached a capacity I did know existed on this day, five years ago. It's amazing to me that my love for her can continue to grow daily, how with each passing moment we share, each time I discover something new about her, each new memory we create - I continue to love her more. And so I understand, that even though loving her more than I do today is impossible, when we are celebrating six years my love will have reached a new height and I cannot fathom what love will be like at 50 years. So today, I celebrate my wife and best friend, Christie Ross Garrett, and thank her for five of the best years of my life. Happy Anniversary!

2005-12-15T09:28:00.000-05:00

Hey Michael, I did it.

2005-12-14T09:18:00.000-05:00

I don't really know anything about sports, but I know about Tim Tebow. He's hard to miss. I've kept up with the freak of nature that is Tebow sporadically throughout the last year and recently learned that he's committed to Florida. From what I hear, Alabama was an option for him as well, but in the end he chose UF, his parents alma mater. Interestingly enough, the kid is homeschooled and his dad is a preacher. Tim's been heavily involved in mission work in the Philippines and other areas for years. So, even though I'm not a big fan of the Gators, I wish Tebow well, he deserves it.

2005-12-13T11:08:00.000-05:00

Barring death by freezing, our church is hosting its first live nativity later this week. I've never been a part of this type of event before, yet even with my unfamiliarity, I have a feeling that ours is going to be the queen mother. The set being constructed could, at first glance, be mistaken for a new subdivision. The idea has even been tossed around to rent out the buildings after the production to boost income. Or not. We just hope the wild animals we'll have housed in the middle of town don't escape. That could be dangerous. Camels can wreak serious havoc in metropolitan areas like ours. Rescuing them would probably be the job of, might you say, a peasant girl. Yep, that's what I was cast as. And it's not very glamorous. I didn't even make it as one of the wise men's concubines. However, after receiving my costume, I felt it necessary to make a trip to the store in hopes of accessorizing my outfit with a few fabrics that at least matched and weren't quite so boring. Yet, I'm still going to be seriously lacking in the fashion department. Didn't Bethlehem have a mall? I'll be a complete fapaux. Oh, well. I am wearing a ski hat underneath my head covering, so despite the clothing, I might have had a hard time pulling off any look except cosmetically challenged in the first place. It's a losing battle. So, rain or shine, sleet or snow, camels or none, even though I'll be helplessly peasant-like, the show must go on.